it was a place i loved once...

...my fantastic husband made arrangements to bring me to Charlotte for the graduation of some of my CCHS students and to see some old friends who i haven't seen in a while.  as we were driving the streets of my past, i realized how much i missed it and love it here...but at the same time, i wouldn't change leaving (even though i am not in love with where i currently abide) because if i didn't leave, i wouldn't be with him.

and i love him.  very much.

even though sometimes i think the only thing we agree on is that we love each other.

even though he drives me C-R-A-Z-Y.

and while i would like to move back to a more progressive area instead of living in the the republican capital of the world (seriously, i think that only two people in my town voted for Barack Obama--me & bj).  but i am hoping that soon he will get a promotion and we'll be offered a chance to move somewhere different.

i hope.

maybe.

this is random...i think my brain is still asleep.